TEMPTATIONS...
since the DX of jack, i have had many thoughts swirling around in my head...one of these being temptations. let me explain...when bella becomes a teenager, she will have many temptations. the world is telling teenagers these days that it's OK to drink underage, have sex, starve yourself to be skinny, hurt others to get ahead, cheat, lie, etc...obviously my hopes are that the upbringing john and i provide will be enough to overcome these temptations, but when the teenage years hit, those raging hormones take over and with my little miss independent and strong-willed child, who knows? it's enough to make a mother stay up at night worrying about the future...

but jack...my sweet jack will never have that. he won't be tarnished by the pressures of the world. granted i wiil be up at night worrying about many other things that might happen to my boy, but not that...and that is a blessing!